Posh Spaz.

carrying around the vestiges of dead dreams
February 18

empty at the end

………..

January 30
“ if i was a flower growing wild and free all i’d want is you to be my sweet honey bee
January 28
“ There’s an eclipse in your eyes, where I used to shine.. Robyn, “Eclipse”
January 27

liar

You think you’re gonna live your life alone
In darkness
And seclusion
You’ve been out there
Tried to mix with those animals
And it just left you full of humiliated confusion
So you stagger back home
And wait for nothing
But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street
And now you’re desperate
And in need of human contact
And then
You meet me
And you whole world changes
Because everything I say is everything you’ve ever wanted to hear
So you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears
And you trust me completely
I’m perfect
In every way
I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside
You feel so lucky
But your ego obscures reality
And you never bother to wonder why
Things are going so well
You wanna know why?
Because I’m a liar
I’ll tear your mind out
I’ll burn your soul
I’ll turn you into me
I’m a liar


I’ll hide behind a smile
And understanding eyes
And I’ll tell you things that you already know
So you can say
I really identify with you, so much
And all the time that you’re needing me
Is just the time that I’m bleeding you
Don’t you get it yet?
I’ll come to you like an affliction
And I’ll leave you like an addiction
You’ll never forget me
You wanna know why?
Because I’m a liar
I’ll rip your mind out
I’ll burn your soul
I’ll turn you into me
I am a liar


I don’t know why I feel the need to lie
And cause you so much pain
Maybe it’s something inside
Maybe it’s something I cant explain

All I ever do
Is mess you up and lie to you
I’m a liar
Oh, I am a liar

January 20
“ Maybe I should try and leave this time?
I’m an honest mistake that you made, or did you mean to? “Love Is Just A Game”- The Magic Numbers
January 19

RequiemforOMM2

I never ever stopped wondering if you still think of us.

I don’t need a photograph because you’ve never left my mind.

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“ every time we touch, heaven and earth collide; everything feels so right. every time we touch, this feeling comes over me, something takes hold of me and i feel so good inside. the secrets of my beating heart come breaking out of the dark. sensations that we can’t explain come and wash away our pain. David Guetta
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bad for you

and it all boils down to one quoteable phrase-

if you love something, give it away.

January 18

ehhhhhhhhhh

  • i didn't mean to kiss you
  • i know i shouldnt have
  • but i really wanted to
  • and i think you did too
  • we're fucked without eachother.
January 14

I AM SO….

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God bless you all <3