February 2009
1 post
empty at the end
………..
January 2009
11 posts
“if i was a flower growing wild and free all i’d want is you to be my sweet...”
“There’s an eclipse in your eyes, where I used to shine..”
– Robyn, “Eclipse”
liar
You think you’re gonna live your life alone In darkness And seclusion You’ve been out there Tried to mix with those animals And it just left you full of humiliated confusion So you stagger back home And wait for nothing But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street And now you’re desperate And in need of human contact And then You meet me And you whole world...
“Maybe I should try and leave this time?
I’m an honest mistake that you...”
– “Love Is Just A Game”- The Magic Numbers
RequiemforOMM2
I never ever stopped wondering if you still think of us.
I don’t need a photograph because you’ve never left my mind.
“every time we touch, heaven and earth collide; everything feels so right. every...”
– David Guetta
bad for you
and it all boils down to one quoteable phrase-
if you love something, give it away.
ehhhhhhhhhh
i didn't mean to kiss you
i know i shouldnt have
but i really wanted to
and i think you did too
we're fucked without eachother.
I AM SO....
happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy HAPPY WOOOO!!!!
God bless you all <3
an open letter
Hi :)
I know you hate me, I kind of hate you back, even though you think I’ve got no feelings, that’s fine, I’m not sure I do either. That’s fine. That isn’t what I want to talk to you about. Here is my basic message:
Don’t go on a massive crazy self-destructive bender just because you can and I’m not there to stop you. I do care about you in a way....
new year's resolutions
have more sex.
meet more people.
keep a more open mind.
stop putting self down.
try new things.
study harder.
December 2008
1 post
update
things that have happened recently
new job
split from sam
not moving to brighton
finding new house
happier with how life is going..ish
guess it’s all for the best, eh
October 2008
5 posts
♣
well, here i am, sitting alone here in the dark, freezing my tits off.
i wish someone would come home or invite me out somewhere. i’m so lonely :( a lot of the time i feel like i don’t really have any friends, just people i am stuck with. it’s one of those “if i died, who would be sad?” crisis dealies. but everyone has those i think :3
recently i feel like nothing...
Tom: I don't understand why everyone made such a fuss over that movie.
Me: It's cos.... like.... Heath Ledger's.... fucking dead, man...
Sam: *exhales* Faggot.
“yeah, i’ve done illegal things, but that isn’t one of them.”
– myself
i'm alright
i’ll drink another drink for you one, two, three, four, five, once i drank a fish alive i’ll drop another pill for you six, seven, eight, nine, ten, did it before, do it again i’ll tell another joke for you did you hear the one about the one that looks like you i’ll sleep with sleep arounds for you why don’t you scratch my back and chew the tongue i chew ...
update..
so i am in my new house..
i have had 2 jobs in one month, but have been sacked from them both, due to my total incompetence and laziness which is really lame as now i have to sponge off my parents like a fucking failure
was well up for rum & pot with tom tonight to make self feel better but sadly didn’t happen.. just need some human company that i can talk honestly with… think...
September 2008
5 posts
My interview outfit....
TOP:
Pink corsage tunic with grey cardigan over the top
BOTTOM:
Black jeans
SHOES:
Black pumps ^_^
I hope it goes well eghh……
HOLY BUTTFUCKING CHRIST
i’ve got a job interview tomorrow
what the shite do i wear?
better google that shit.
I wonder
What everyone else in the world that isn’t me are doing right now?
/grammar
Today
Fuck, how self-indulgent, I have a blog.
My day was as follows:
I got up
I went to work
I came home
I looked for jobs on the internet
I got a very confusing letter from the tax office
I had lunch but gave most of it to Zak
Then I did this.
Thanks for your time.